But I don't Blog

Why does the word "BLOG" make me so anxious?  My belly starts churning, my mind goes blank...I freak out!  What if someone stumbles upon my "blog" and judges me because of it?  What if I forget to spellcheck or use incorrect grammar?! Why does this scare me so much? Like anyone really cares to read what I think. I know I am not a writer and I have never pretended otherwise.  I prefer to think of this place that I put my thoughts as a journal..yeah, that's it...I feel better all ready!  I am just journaling my thoughts but instead of using the note section of my Mom Planner I am using the web. Oh no, there goes that feeling again! So for those of you who have encouraged me to blog. I just can't do it! You will have to settle for my journal entries posted here instead :)